In theory I want to do many things but as always I will do nothing.
Yesterday I thought about how scared of death, how you so afraid of dying. I must say
the truth, if it were not for the complications of earth, leaving their children in particular (that scary egocentricity) and fear of physical pain for the rest I do not fear death, at least mine.
(while I fear that instead of more of my loved ones, because I admit that, having tried hard to find the strength to react in those moments and it's even harder to find that road, the only one that can carry you.)
But I must say it scares me to death inside, the inside
off slowly, losing the zest for life and the beauty of this great game that is life.
I fear the annihilation of the passions, surrender to the joy of small things, having to live in order not to feel very small.
I realize, however, that when I'm alone with myself ... in the sense that they are in harmony with me and my spirit, I can do everything.
I can enjoy everything that I like, that I enjoy, that makes me feel a sense of wellbeing. Little things or big
E 'then the relationship with the outside ... I wake up the neighborhood with people who are not as sensitive.
And saying I do not mean to despise these people or blame them for the consequences that affect on me.
I say this to emphasize the strength that I think has an energy flow opposite to mine.
I also learned how to handle them enough but you want to put a happy oasis of positive energy and fluids data from an environment built around people who live life with the same ideas and ideals, the same dreams and same goals?
And I dream of ..... and keep dreaming. Doing it made me
sempreportato get what they wanted.
Not everything in fact but in the end everything depends on me!
So ..
Ahhhhhhh ... today alone at home with Fabietto, girl in school, hubby at work.
After the necessary work I enjoy the day as I like ... mix the vegetables in the kitchen ....... read a little ... otherwise I finish this book and more ...... enjoyed my relaxing .
Ideally I wanted to do many things but basically it is not true that I have not done anything.
Perhaps it is true that I did what I like and do not what I thought I had to do to feel truly free.
I must not feel free because I am.
So be it.
Mamma mia .... messed up that post, no?? :-)
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